Episode 89
Loves Me Not
(01-08-06)

Brief Synopsis: A snowstorm traps Woody and Jordan in a haunted bed-and-breakfast, where they investigate the mysterious murder of one of its guests.

What shocked and surprised me the MOST in this episode happened about a 3 minutes into the show.  J.D. says 'I love you' to Jordan.  Everything else I was expecting (to some extent) - THAT I was not.

After getting over the shock of 'I love you' I realized it bugged me big time.  Not that he said it.  It was how and where he said it.  I'm assuming that this is the first time he said it, from the rather blank, somewhat surprised look on Jordan's face.  When you tell someone you love them for the first time it's not usually in the work place in front of an audience -- that audience being your girlfriend's ex-something.  To me it was more a way for J.D. to lay claim to Jordan and make sure Woody understood it.  Though, Jordan not responding had to be more telling for Woody than anything.  As much as I feel J.D. does love Jordan, I also feel like it was a strategic move in some game he thinks he's playing to win Jordan.

Jordan and JD: So we start the episode off with J.D. all serious saying he needed to talk to Jordan.  And she responds much lighter that she needs to talk to him too.  Two different agendas?  I think (after all that happened in the episode) J.D.'s 'talk' would have been a proposal.  I think Jordan's 'talk' would have been a 'things are moving too fast lets slow down' type talk.

This puts those two on totally different pages, which can only spell heart break--more so for J.D. than Jordan it seems. 

I have to think there is some reason, some purpose behind J.D. proposing because they've been dating for all of a couple months.  And yes you can say that some people KNOW right away if the person is for them.  We can't use that argument here because J.D. was questioning his own feelings.  That is what Nigel and his conversations were all about.  Granted he says he 'thought about it' and he wants her in his life, but if he was 100% sure he wouldn't have had to think about it or ask Nigel about it.  Hence I think J.D. has some motive behind it, some definite deep feelings, but also some ulterior motive (whether intentional or unintentional).

I wonder (after the end of this ep) if he'll even end up asking Jordan, especially if he finds out what happened between Jordan and Woody.  J.D. isn't a bad guy.  While I'm not fond of him and Jordan, as a character he has his merits.  I did feel bad for him in this episode, because we know Jordan and I can't see anything but heartache coming out of this.  At the same time I felt J.D. was also playing a game.

Jordan and Woody: Well all W-J shippers, your wish has come true.  I have to say my favorite moment for those two was the talk they had the first night they were sharing the bed together and they're talking about J.D.  Woody tells Jordan "I think you already know what you want Jordan.  You always know deep down." (paraphrasing)  To me it was Woody, in a subtle way, laying his feelings on the table and challenging Jordan to do the same (if only in her own mind).  And yes the end was fun.  It's been over two years since we've seen those two kiss...the chemistry is still there. 

I was surprised that they slept together--I didn't think they'd go there yet:

As happy as I was to see them together, Jordan cheated on J.D.  I can't quite condone that (and I think it's going to come back to haunt her one way or another).  Even though it seemed it happened in the heat of the moment and despite the fact that you can see Jordan doesn't have those 'deep' feeling for J.D--it still doesn't make it okay.  If you're with someone, even if you're going to end it, that doesn't mean you can go sleep with someone else.  I'm sorry, but it's wrong.  (It doesn't sit well with me at all).

Despite my 'moral' objection...I'm happy to see some progress in Jordan and Woody's relationship, that no doubt will be offset by some sort of set back.  But what's good is the two of them on FRIEND terms again.  They have a working chemistry I love, and the past couple cases have been fun to watch.

There's probably going to be some bumpy road traveled ahead for Jordan and Woody.  It's how they travel it, not so much where they end up, that's the important thing.  Because how you travel it will shape where you end up.  So here's to hoping the path they travel, bumpy as it may be, ends up on flat ground.

Nigel: I loved Nigel.  If I could chose, I'd ask for a friend like him. (not saying I don't have great friends!) Nigel is the only one not involved in the triangle between Woody, Jordan and J.D. and I think he sees things the clearest.  Before Woody came along Nigel was there.  He's always had a soft spot for Jordan.  He's always been out to please, help, save her.  If Jordan had ever given Nigel the slightest encouragement (romantically) I think he would have been wooing her right off her feet long ago.

He's watched and been through (to some extend) all the highs, lows and inbetweens Jordan and Woody have had.  He's given advice, he's been supportive and understanding.  And I think he is the only one who sees Jordan as exactly how she is.  His vision isn't clouded by feelings like Woody and J.D.  So when he was talking with J.D. I think he knew what the likely outcome will be.  He has a perspective on the whole situation the others lack. 

I thought his chats with J.D. were insightful and helpful.  Despite knowing Jordan as he does, he instead encouraged J.D. to come to his own conclusions because those where the ones that mattered most.

"If you can’t image your life without that someone in it, then you’ll know."

Lily and Bug and Jeffery: I love Bug.  I like Jeffery.  They both need to grow a backbone.  Bug's pined over Lily for five years.  Jeffery can't even muster up the courage to ask Lily out to dinner.  They both annoyed me!  (You see why I like Seely with Lily so much better).

Jeffery is straight-laced.  He follows the law to the letter and when Lily gets mad at him for that he can't quite understand.  He doesn't grasp the 'care' she has for every person she counsels, especially the ones most in need of help.  This might come from just not knowing her that well yet.  He rectifies the situation though at the end.  And it's obvious Lily feels 'something' for Jeffery, so he has that going for him.

Poor Bug.  I just don't see Bug having a happy ending in this triangle.  Lily already turned him down once (three years ago).  She made it quite clear she only saw him as a dear friend.  Sometimes feelings do change, but there's been no indication of such by Lily.  And while Bug loves her, I just don't think she feels that way about him or ever will.  I think Seely has a better chance with Lily than Bug does.

Raise your hand if you were surprised by the kiss Lily gave Jeffery (wasn't his face just adorable after she kissed him?).  On the same note, Bug's face was crushed.  And Lily KNEW it.  She glances back.  She has a conscious and she knew she was hurting Bug.  This action again reinforced my belief that Lily feels nothing more than great friendship for Bug. 

Seely: I have to mention him.  First I'm a fan of him.  Yes he's rude, insensitive and arrogant, but then he goes and has a moment and he melts my heart.  And I love the interest he has in Lily.  He stayed out of the conflict on this case and I wonder if he knows what's going on between Lily, Jeffery, and Bug.  Personally I think he and Lily are MUCH more compatible than either Bug or Jeffery. 

The cases:  The episode's weak spot were the cases.  However since the focus of the story lines were more on the interactions between our two threesomes, it was easy to put the inconsistencies and easy solutions behind you.  And for a script having to be conceived and written in less than two weeks I can't complain.

And call me slow but it didn't dawn on me that Francis was the key to everything until the cyanide incident.  Blame it on being caught up in the Jordan-Woody drama.

No Garret in this episode.

With all that said, and after giving the episode a few days to sink in...I feel lost--it's this weird floating feeling.  The more I think about it the more 'lost' I feel.  I liked the episode, but I was also left with this feeling of disappointment.  I can't quite grasp what it was.  Once I got over the WOW factor there was something unsettling about the whole episode that just leaves me slightly 'underwhelmed'.

Well this episode had a little bit of everything.  Mystery, crime, dead bodies, comedy, and some love, everything we love about CJ.  And because Woody and Jordan have finally gotten somewhere after four years - Three and a half out of five dead bodies (despite the unsettling feeling it left me with).

PS: After re-watching something occurred to me.  Woody totally freaked out when Davy shot the gun right by him.  I wonder how much all of what happened in May (Jump Push Fall) ran back through his head. 


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